Monday, October 31, 2011

Yes, I can say I'm free now.

Although I can say I've time to do anything I wish but I cannot just waste my time doing my hobbies while neglecting my studies. NO. NO. NO...
We got back our Chemistry Paper2 today. My marks was like *urrghh* what the heck?! How can I possibly get this kind of marks. Those marks are meant to be with the trash, not on my Chemistry Paper! SHOOT! I did extremely bad in this term exam. I was very disappointed with that lousy mark but teacher encouraged me.
She said: " Your marks are not too disappointing after all."
I gave a light smile. You know, that kind of smile when you think it isn't that good but someone tells you that you can do better next time? It was a mixed emotion for me. I was discourage by my marks and here, teacher encouraged me.
Thanks for your encouragement and your support, teacher. I promise I'll do my best next time.
I actually wrote a note at the bottom of my exam paper.
This was what I wrote:
Dear teacher, I know that I'm one of the student that will disappoint you with my low marks. I'm so sorry. I don't know why but I just can't answer these questions. I'll try harder next year. Just give me enough time and one more chance. I know that you had putted in your effort in teaching us but it just can't 'stick' into my mind. I promise you, I'll do better next year. PS: I know I'm not suppose to write this kind of thing here, but I would like to express my thoughts to you and the only way is this.
Teacher's reply went like this:
I do believe hard work and thinking hard will help you do better. Try changing the approach and also the way you think. I am not disappointed with you, I know you had tried your best.
 

Friday, October 28, 2011

Nearly 3 weeks of exam

We had our exam for nearly 3 long weeks. Finally, it's soon coming to an end. It was a suffering and totally torturing period for me. Can't blame the people who came out with this idea of having exam anyway. Each day, I burned midnight's oil. Trying my best to study whatever I can. But now, the negative effect shows up. You can see thick, black eye bags are under my 'beautiful' eyes. *blerk*
Anyway, our last day of exam is on Monday. Biology and Chemistry.
I struggled with my Chemistry just now. Yesterday was like a nightmare to me. I don't have any idea where to start my revision. There was too much to study in one night. Well, it's also my fault for not doing my revision earlier on. It's no point to regret now. Just hope and pray that I will at least pass for this subject. *fingers crossed* (tightly)
I didn't put in my full effort in this term exam. Why? I'll tell you why, because much of of questions were leak out. The were some people who did some kind of prediction which was 99.99% true.
(of course, it was not a prediction) Scary huh? This is not call exam any more. We are just lying to ourselves. Well, I know I'm wrong too since I did what others did too. :(
I'll plan my time properly for this up-coming holiday.

Things to plan for:
-Tuition (especially Chemistry)
-DIY
-Girls' Day Out
-Christmas
-Sis's birthday
-Books

Things I NEED to cancel out:
-Long hours spending in front of the computer (only this!)

HA! I'll only have my freedom after Monday and yet, I'm talking about my plan for holiday here.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

I found my long lost buddies.

Dearest readers,

Sorry for the delay of updating my blog. I've been so busy lately.
Well, something interesting happen recently, I found my primary school buddies. We have been separated for 7 long years. Can you imagine it? I went to Thailand when I was 9 years old and didn't keep contact with them. My dad went to Cameron Highlands few weeks ago. I think he met Sharon (my classmate's younger sister, who is also the same age as my brother) and asked her for her FB. Then, I went searching her FB account. Can't believe that I actually found her! Of course, I found her sister too and some of my classmates. They had grown up to be nice-looking boys and girls. We are 16 years old this year! Time flew by so fast. I remember when I used to spend my childhood time with them. I went to church with some of them, they came to my house for party......
My dream came to past. I'm so overwhelm to meet them again although it's just through FB.
Next, I'll persuade my parents and pray to my Father in heaven to allow me to visit them in Cameron.