Monday, March 28, 2011

I had made my choice to be an ordinary student

I was being chosen to be a school perfect a month ago. Teacher came in as an offer asking me if I would agree, I said "okay". When I went for duty on the first day, I felt a little regret accepting teacher's offer. A school perfect's life isn't what I think. It's a tough job, you need to be the best in everything and it will affect your study if you do not know how to set your time wisely. You need to be 'friend' with teachers and most of the students would treat you as their 'enemy'. Have I made the wrong decision? I kept bringing out this problem to my friends, I think I'm a little annoying, especially when they were preparing for the exam.
After a few weeks, I do not know why but my thought about being a school perfect change. Maybe being a school perfect isn't really that bad after all. I can be more discipline and can learn to set my time more wisely. If it wasn't because of Cherose, I would continue to be a school perfect. One day, she told me that I could choose to continue as a perfect or I could also choose not to. I was happy to hear that. Before telling her about my choice, I struggled making up my mind. She asked me again today and my final choice is ' I prefer to be just an ordinary student, I cannot handle my time and homeworks properly.'
Sometimes, life is full of choices to make. You need to make one which you think is right and suitable for you. It is either a 'yes' or a 'no'. Whatever decision you made, you need to be satisfy with it and never feel regret because some choices are no turning back.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

So much To Write Yet so Little Time...

Chinese New Year had just over not too long ago. Life comes back to normal again, no more 'ang-paos' to receive, no more lion dance (not so noisy any more :D) and no more jiucy Mandarin oranges to taste. :(
It had been a busy week for me and it had been a week since I last log in to my FaceBook and Blogger account. I'm busy with tons and tons of homework. We had a Biology test last Friday prepared by the UMS students and also an ADD MATHS test by our teacher. I find that every subjects that we are learning in Form 4 are very interesting and 'fun-to-play-with' especially ADD MATHS. =D
I'm busy with my school band, we were invited to play a few songs 2 weeks ago in Damai Hall. It was my first time performing with Shan Tao's band. It was a good experience for me. O ya, here's a bad and good news for me. The coach changed me to clarinet. I'm no longer playing the flute, sad cause I was longing to play the flute a long time ago but look on the brighter side, at least I get to learn another new instrument. The sound of a clarinet is lower than the sound of a flute and until now I still couldn't play note B  ><
We will be having more activities in the month of March and exam is just around the corner! T_T It's fun to be busy but not enough time is not. I felt that there's so much things need to be done but I just don't have the extra time. I really need to rely more on God for wisdom and strength. Recently, I had a bad cough and sore throat. I guess I ate too much Mandarin oranges during Chinese New Year.
I'm getting to love my band and new friends. :) There is this new beautiful looking girl who loos like Michelle Tam. She also has an older brother and the way she talks also sounds like Michelle. Talking of Michelle, I miss her so much. I didn't get the chance to meet up with her during my trip to Keningau. Okay...back to the girl I was talking about, her name is Celine. She was a new student last year. She is very friendly and we are in the same clas. I knew her during the sports day, then her friend who was sitting beside her moved, so I decided to sit next to her. I hope getting to know more about her in the future.
There's also another girl by the name of  Brenda Ng. She's in the same sport-hose as I am, so I start talking to her when I saw that she is alone. We recess together as Cherose (one of her close friend) is a school prefect, so she is very busy.
Last 2 weeks, we had a surprise birthday party for Cherose in Fisn 'n' Co. It was Cherose older brother's plan. He invited Toh Kah Seng, Toh invited Brenda and Brenda invited me. It's like a 'chain-invitation'. I hope Cherose enjoyed it.
Okay... Got to stop here. I'll try my best continuing to update my blog. Just come and pop by...;D

Friday, February 4, 2011

My trip to Keningau

It's been more than a year, we didn't go back to Keningau ever since we moved to Kota Kinabalu.
Well, today my dad bought us as a family to go to Keningau.
I was super duper excited. We reached Keningau around 1:30pm.
We checked in to Grand Hotel 2. This was my first time staying in one of Keningau's hotel.
The room was small though unlike the 5-stars hotel we once stayed. But it served the purpose- a place which we can lay our head for a night.
I made an appointment with Titin to go visitation
(which Chinese normally do during the Chinese New Year)
We went to Yap Xiu Ling's (used to be my classmate in form 1 and 2) house and had some tip-bits to eat.
We also had some chit-chat with her mom.
Around 4pm, Wai Lee Ying (used to be my senior) fetched us to her house for another visitation.
We went out for 'milky pearl tea' after that with Lee Ying.
We felt so full after that one cup of 'milky pearl tea'.
Lee Ying went back while Titin and I went for window-shopping in Lot 10.
Did I mention that Keningau had changed a lot?
There is this G-mart shopping center and many other new shops which I did not see before.
I had a great time with Titin and the visitation to my friends' house.
I hope to come back once every year.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Finally...dream come true

It had always been my passion to play in band again ever since I moved down to Kota Kinabalu.
We had our first meeting yesterday. The members there are like one BIG happy :) family.
Ooo ya...I'm sure gonna love it here..with the warm greetings they gave and that smile which looked sincere.
They even had two coaches to teach them. Guess what?! I'm gonna play my flute again! YES!
Actually, my classmates who are joining the band told me that there wasn't enough flute but....
(haha...don't know what's the reason)
Anyway, I'm so happy and excited.
Glad that I can play flute again but on the other hand, I'll be busy again.

~Dream come true~

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

I realize something in my new school...

I realize something in my school which I'm studying in now.
From my observation (hahah...using some scientific terms here..)
the students there like to wear coloured-lens, not bad~
Anyway, the people there are great!
Sitting next to me are Vivian and Joanna, friendly girls, easy-to-communicate type.
Sitting behind me is a guy, Radzwan. He's the one who asked me to compose a lyric for him, good in guitar, a big fan of You-tube (lol...first time hearing people said that "I'm a fan of You-tube")
We only started to communicate during the 3rd week. He said that he feel shy to communicate with new people.
What an excuse...= =
All well...thank God that I'm getting use with guys around me...
I will study hard and smart, never being lazy in class, pass up my home-work on time and pay attention in class so that I can fulfill my dreams to become a nurse or doctor...
I know I can!!! GO! GO! GO! (my last year PMR slogan)

Friday, January 14, 2011

It's been my 2nd week in Shan Tao

Today is my 2nd week in Shan Tao.
That school....hmmm....not bad~
I'm starting to get use of the people there.
I hope I can have a BFF  soon.
( in case you don't know what BFF means, it stands for Best Friend Forever, not Boy Friend Forever)
Cause all my best friends are in St Francis...huhu TT
Alethia, Gloria, Heather, Velinda, Georgina, Candy, Dorcas...
I miss you girls so much...hope they are fine in St Francis..

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Moving to another NEW school~

I'm so NERVOUS and EXCITED!!!
NERVOUS...because...well, I had been in the girls' school for one year and moving to another mix
(both gender) school, will maybe make me feels a little nervous when I see guys?! Haha...thank God I still have a brother and I go to a church which has boys.
EXCITED...because..It's so fun to meet new friends. And the school I'll be moving is Shan Tao, they have a marching band!!! I'm going to play flute again. ~if can~ Aawww...it will be like a dream come true to play for the band again. I'm excited because I'll be in the same school with my brother. Guess what? We recess at the same time too...so I can recess with him...wuahahaha... XD
But on the other hand, I'll miss my girl-friends too...
Some of them were so nice to me when I was in Convent. ~Love you girls...and thanks~ :D