My latest update..

How's things going on in my life? You would be wondering..

Here's it.

My mum went to Singapore last Sunday for a week. She's taking some kind of biblical course there. She hopes to graduate as soon as possible. Without her presence, I gotta be more independent. I always have some "girl's" conversation with her which she truly understand. Oh..how much I miss her. She'll be back this coming Saturday.

School's life had been a busy one for me, though. 

There's a clarinet workshop for us in Kian Kok. We, clarinettist MUST go but we need to have a concert ticket which cost RM25. Buying that ticket is such a waste of money! Honestly, I don't have the nerve to go. Waste money and waste my precious time. 

Since exam is around the corner, I had been burning midnight's candle just to do my revision. I must get some As. 

We also had literature presentation today. Some handed in drawings, poems...some sang...

Of course, I wrote a poem about the short story "QWERTYUIOP". I found out that I didn't do my very best and it's kind of lousy. But to my surprise, when Miss Rachel was giving back the others their whatever paper thing, I didn't got mine back and so was some of my friends. Angie was telling me that maybe Miss Rachel likes our working and so she would want to save it for the school magazine or something else. Maybe mine was not bad. You are welcome to check it yourself and see if I deserve a high mark at http://lydiabeh.blogspot.com/ :D
That's it...#fullstop#
Oh ya...I created a Twitter account. Follow me at http://twitter.com/#!/LydiaBeh
I'll be happy to Follow you back. ^^

Personality Test (To know me better, read on)

The results are:

Your personality type: "Engaged Idealist"

Popular and sensitive, with outstanding people skills. 

(right, I'm kind of popular around school since I get to know and make friends easily. Though I'm popular, I dislike dumping my close friends alone)

Externally focused, with real concern for how others think and feel. 

(yup, I can be really focused when I do something)

Usually dislike being alone. (sometimes.)

They see everything from the human angle and dislike impersonal analysis.

Very effective at managing people issues and leading group discussions. 

(that's so true. I usually start the conversation in group discussion, made me feel uncomfortable if everyone is in a state of silentness.)

Interested in serving others and probably place the needs of others over their own needs.  

(being kind, helpful and caring would always make me feel cheerful)

Careers that could fit you include:

Teachers (no thanks), consultants(nope), psychiatrists (hmm..), social workers (maybe), counselors (interesting), clergy (maybe), sales representatives (I don't think so), human resources (hmm..), managers (nope), events coordinators (nah), politicians (impossible), diplomats(no thanks), writers (nice), actors (cool), designers (owh), homemakers (nah), musicians (nice), religious workers (maybe).

Kung Fu Panda 2

Finally, I got the change to go out with Celine. While waiting for Celine, I brought the tickets and I think I saw Lee Au Nan (a guy from the camp '1 Malaysia') I don't think he remember me as I had change a lot, I kept on staring at him but I guess he didn't realize.
After buying the tickets, we went to KFC to wait for Celine. She arrived a little late. Then, we went to Pizza Hut for pizzas (of course). The show starts at 1:40pm and still the pizza wasn't here yet. So, we told the waiter to 'take away'.
We went into the theater just on time. While the lights were still on, I saw Lee Au Nan again. He walked pass my seat. I didn't aspect him to be watching the same movie on the same time in the row. Oh well.. though I knew it was him, I didn't call him. It'll be awkward if he asked :" Do I know you?" So, never mind about that, it doesn't matter anyway.
We had a pizzas in the theater before the movie starts. Yumm.. It's was my first time eating pizza in the theater. We hid the pizzas in Celine's bag (crazy idea, isn't it?) when passing the ticket checker.
A few minutes later, the show begun..
(if you would have the nerve to read this plot where I found it on Wikipedia, go on..tee-hee)
Long ago, Lord Shen (Gary Oldman), heir of the peacock clan that ruled Gongmen City in China, sought to harness the power of fireworks as a weapon with which to rule the entire country. When he learned from the court's goat soothsayer (Michelle Yeoh) that "a warrior of black and white" would one day defeat him, Shen assumed she was referring to the giant pandas and had them exterminated to avert the prophecy. Shen's parents were horrified at this atrocity and exiled Shen, who swore revenge.
Years later, Po (Jack Black) is living his dream as the Dragon Warrior, protecting the Valley of Peace alongside his friends and fellow kung fu masters, the Furious Five, but is told by Master Shifu (Dustin Hoffman) that he has yet to achieve inner peace. While fighting off a pack of wolf bandits who have been stealing refined metal for Lord Shen, Po is distracted by a symbol on the head wolf's (Danny McBride) armor, which causes Po to have a flashback of his mother and allows the wolves to escape. Po asks his goose father, Mr. Ping (James Hong), where he came from, but all Ping can tell him is that he found Po as an infant in a radish crate and adopted him.
Afterward, Shifu receives word that Master Thundering Rhino (Victor Garber), leader of the kung fu council protecting Gongmen City, has been killed by Lord Shen with his newly developed weapon, a cannon, with which he intends to destroy kung fu tradition and conquer China. Po and the Five go to stop him, reaching Gongmen City to find it under the control of Shen's forces. The heroes find two imprisoned council members, Masters Storming Ox (Dennis Haysbert) and Croc (Jean-Claude Van Damme), and ask their help to liberate the city, but both masters cite their helplessness against Shen's weapon and refuse to escape. Po and the Five are then discovered by the wolf leader, who they chase to prevent him from alerting Shen, only to be captured.
Upon being brought before Shen in his tower, Po and the Five free themselves and destroy Shen's cannon. However, Po is again distracted by a flashback upon seeing the same symbol as before on Shen's plumage, allowing Shen to escape and destroy the tower with an arsenal of cannons. After escaping, Tigress (Angelina Jolie) confronts Po over his distraction. Po explains that he remembers Shen's presence on the night he was separated from his parents, and wants to question Shen about his past. Though empathetic, Tigress orders him to stay behind for his own safety.
Regardless, Po breaks into Shen's cannon factory to confront Shen, inadvertently foiling the Five's attempts to destroy the factory. Shen claims that Po's parents abandoned him before he blasts Po out of the factory and captures the Five. Po is rescued by Shen's soothsayer, who has been exiled by Shen to the ruined village where Po was born. Guided by the Soothsayer to embrace his past, Po remembers that his parents had sacrificed themselves to save him from Shen's forces, his mother hiding him in a crate before being subdued. Realizing that he had lived a happy and fulfilling life despite this tragedy, Po attains inner peace.
Po returns to Gongmen City to save the captive Five and prevent Shen's conquest of China. During the ensuing battle (in which Ox and Croc participate after being persuaded by Shifu), Po uses his inner peace to enable a kung fu technique that redirects Shen's cannon fire against his own armada and destroy it. Po then urges Shen to let go of his own past, but Shen refuses and attacks Po until Shen inadvertently slashes the ropes holding up his last cannon, which falls and crushes him to death. Once again Po brought peace to the valley and to Shifu. Victorious, Po returns to the Valley of Peace and reunites with Mr. Ping, lovingly declaring him to be his father. At the same time, Po's biological father (Fred Tatasciore is shown to be living in a far-off hidden village inhabited by surviving pandas, and senses that his son is alive.

Isnt he just CUTE? Awww...

It's an awesome movie. I just felt in love with baby Po. He's so adorable and he's so innocent and naive.
I guarantee you'll enjoy this movie. My mom watched it too and she enjoyed it a lot.
I had a fun time spending with Celine, a 'bestie' of mine

*the date is wrong, I happend to be editing my blog. I didn't finish this part. So....yeah..wrong date..

Happy Holidays!

We'll be having a 2 school weeks holidays. It's a very long one.
I'm going to spend my time wisely.
Some of my friends said it's too long and they will 'rust' at home.
If time can be given, I would want some from them. Oh well, this would never happen.
Maybe if a genius create some sort of thing like a time-machine, that would be a totally different story.
For now, there are so many things on my mind.
- although it's a holiday, I'll be having Bible Knowledge class.
- continue my pencil-case business.
- read books
- prepare slide for SM Shan Tao Band Concert which it's on August
- write, count...(homeworks!)
- civic and moral projects!
- go out with friends for movies :D
* There's too many stuffs on my mind till I'm not sure if I miss out anythings

To All My Friends:
I wish you all


HAPPY HOLIDAYS 

Spend your precious time wisely


Sincerely, 
Lydia -XOXO- xD

LYDIA, STOP your feelings for HIM!!!

Hey there...
I'm gonna confess something here.
It's been a long time I had a crush on this GUY 
( I need to cross up that word cause, I wanna forget HIM)
I can still live my life happily without him.
I'm gonna control my feelings.
I want to heal this 'love-sick' that's been a disturbance to other essential things in my life.
You see, once I have a crush on a guy, that 'sickness' can stay for a very long time.
The longest is for 2 years but after I didn't keep contact with him anymore,
I start to lose my 'sickness', which is good. :)
Today's teenagers had changed a lot compare to my mom's generation when they were still teenagers.
Maybe I should STOP keeping in touch with HIM and he will be off from my mind in no time.
Good idea... hahahaha...(a little sad laugh)

EXAMS- NIGHTMARE, sometimes SWEET DREAM...

EXAMS...
What do you think about it?
Is it a NIGHTMARE to you or a SWEET DREAM to you?
I had been sitting for EXAMS ever since the day I start going to school.
It's main aim for having an EXAM is to see how much did a student learn during the class session and to make sure he/ she can cope with the subjects they learnt.
You will have to pay attention in class, pass up your homeworks on time and do lots of exercises
(especially subjects such as MATHS, ADD MATHS or PHYSIC)
This 1st semester, I tell you the truth, I did not study well.
So, it's obvious, it'll be a NIGHTMARE for me when I take my results.
I've got to bear the consequence. It will be a lesson for me.
My PMR EXAMINATION is just like a SWEET DREAM to me, just not as sweet as I thought..
It just reach satisfactory, not what I targeted for..
Anyway, what I want to bring across is:
Study and DO lots of exercises while you can before the EXAM, 
or else you will end up like me- EXAM a NIGHTMARE

LIFE is beyond THIS

LIFE is BEYOND than getting good results, earning lots of money, being popular... etc.
LIFE is more about the relationship you have with God, your family members and your friends.
I'm not saying that you should not study or work hard.
It's just that DO NOT force yourself or give yourself too much stress.
If you are good in something than accept it but if you are not, do not force yourself.
I'm in form 4 now, sitting for my exam. The format in upper form is so much more different from lower form.
It's much more difficult. I had so much 'pressure' on my shoulders until one day, I cannot take it anymore and shared with my mom what am I facing now. She prayed for me and told me this:
                              LIFE is BEYOND than getting good results
But you see, human's heart is so cruel. I couldn't understand why people look down on someone who is weak in something. While, not all human beings are like that. 

For example: When someone is weak in his/ her studies, others (normally) look down on that person.
When you go into the society to work, you need to have a stable and high income to make others accept you.     
WHY??!
Sometimes, I feel so tired of this world.
When is Jesus coming back? No one can answer this question, not even the angels in heaven but only The Father knows when. He is our only hope. I'll continue to wait on Him.
One thing for sure, there will be signs before He comes back.
We should prepare ourselves for the end of the world in the future.