It was just another regular night for her before going to bed but that night didn't seem to turn up to be as usual as she expected because it was the night when he admitted that he likes her. For her, this sudden news happened speedily. She wasn't aware of his feelings for her. All she thought was that it was another girl from the same class as them who dazzled him. She was just curious who was that mysterious girl who managed to catch his attention. So she enquired him for a name. Not until that night when he said it was her. For once, she was taken aback by his news and didn't quite trust his words. But he affirmed her with words of confirmation that he wasn't fooling around with his emotion.
She realized that it took him extra courage
to confess to her about his feelings and she believed him after some time later.
His attentive attention was once lost to another girl in his hometown. He
didn't defeat himself from that girl and was wounded just like how a bird got
its wing injured. She knew this incident and so wasn't ready to take him into her own hands to cure for him lest creating another wound. She wants to be sure before picking him up from his past.
It seemed
to her that the world just stop spinning for that instant second, her heart
rate speed up to 150bpm and her stomach
started to form butterflies. He was a friend to her who she can be rude to and
he doesn't mind. Well, at least that's what she thinks. A friend she trusts the
most with her secrets and her deepest fear. He was someone that she ever took off her mask for, a person where she can be herself and not afraid of being the laughing stock.
That night, she was
blown with complete surprise by his answer and it was her first time in
nineteen years living on this planet that a guy which she might admire, affirms
her that she is worth to be grown fond of. She knew that her
feelings were real for him too but she needs more time to ponder over it. She
never thought that this would come as quick as this. She wants him to stay true
to her if his feelings were real by pursuing her for probably months or even
years before she can accept him. She likes him, yes but more time is needed to prove his sincerity of love.
She remembered the day
she went for photo shoots with another guy who played as Romeo, it was the day he
tasted sourness to see her being embraced by another guy. He looked at the
so-called 'couples' with an aching heart and the worst part of it all, he was
the one to look into the lens and give directions for them to hug tighter and
smile like love-birds just to capture that atmosphere of a pair of passionate
lovers...
True story? You bet so
