Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Farewell 2010, Hello 2011

Year 2010 is coming to an end, another new year in just 3 more days!
Have you decide what your resolutions will be for next year?
Mine are:
1) Always put God first in my life.
2) Love my family and friends more.
3) Studies come before dating [no dating]
4) Change my old self and become a new person who love God more than anything else and more mature in God. In the other hand, does not take things too seriously, be more 'open'. 
5) Have a positive attitude towards myself and others.  
6) Look beyond others, although they look like they don't have any hope for the church/ community. 
7) STOP competing with others [in studies]. 
8) Improve my studies.
9) Finish my piano lessons as soon as possible. 
10) 'All things are possible with God, I know I can make it!' Make year 2011's resolutions successful. 

Monday, December 27, 2010

Going 'gai-gai' in CP~CHRISTMAS~

Today is a very special day. It's Christmas!
We went to Star City for service. It's a combine service. The conference room was HUGE.
We had praise and worship then CW from different congregation had a special presentation for us.
The children was so adorable when they were performing. After their performance, a senior pastor preached.
Lastly was the time everyone was waiting for, we had gift-exchange. :)
I got a batik 'sarong'. Hmmm...not bad...
Anyway, after the Christmas service, we went to Central Plaza to send my brother for work and we had our lunch there. Then I received a text message from Dorcas asking me if I want to go to Center Point. Actually my dad didn't allow me to go. My mom said I can go but with one condition, I got to bring my sister along too...:(
Aunty Chuan went to my house to pick us, so nice of her.
Jeremy Loo also came with us to Center Point. ^^
We went to get tickets for Gulliver's Travel.

It was a comedy show and I like it. 
After the show, we went for 'gai-gai' then went to Wisma. 
We also went to the beach to see the sunset. 
It's a happy day for me because I got a chance to go out with him...:D
Hope he enjoyed too going out with the 3 girls.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

PMR Result-Christmas Gift from the government

Tomorrow is an important day for me and a day that I will never forget.
We will go to school to get our PMR result.
My target is to get straight As but if I get less than 8 As, I'll still be grateful because I know that God doesn't look how smart you are to get into His kingdom.
I know that I had put in my effort for this exam and I have faith in God that will help me so I'm not afraid of whatever lays ahead.
To my dear friends who will be getting their results tomorrow which is on the 23rd DEC 2010, do not feel sad or down if the result you get isn't the one you wish or work hard for.
Tomorrow (23rd DEC 2010) is a day I will never forget. Sad or happy....we will see....
GOOD LUCK, My FRIENDS! 
PS: I got 6As, 1B, & 1C. I'm not satisfy with my result but I know that I did my best and God had helped me. I'll do better for my upcoming SPM. And I'll be moving school too next year, I'll miss my girl-friends in Convent.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Hand made pencil-case...





                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             Hand made pecil-case by me...
If interested, you can contact me at
E-mail: lydiabehsh@yahoo.com.sg
You can choose the colour and size you want.
Size 7 inches: 12zippers -RM10
Size 8 inches:   10 zippers -RM13
                       12zippers -RM15
                       14 zippers -RM17
                       
 
                                                                  

Friday, November 5, 2010

The Story of 'Saya Anak Malaysia' Camp

1st November 2010
I'm so excited! I can't wait to go to this camp, 'Saya Anak Malaysia'. The objective of this camp is to bond the various races in Sabah. Actually, I wasn't chosen to go to this camp, it was sort of a 'last minute' thing. The girl who was being chose do not wish to go, so she asked me if I was interested. At that time, Georgina was beside me, she asked me to accompany her, so I made up my mind to go. I past up my entry form this morning to teacher. The bus arrived around 11:35am, before making our way to Kuilu in Tuaran, (where the camp is being organized) teacher took a picture of us. Too bad, I didn't brought my camera along with me :(  so there isn't any pictures of us during the camp...[T_T]
We reached the camping site around 12 noon. We were not the only students who reached the camp site, there were other students from different schools too, so when we took our first step into the hall, it's like we were 'The Stras' from other planet. (XD__perasaan) Why I said this, it was because I can felt that all eyes turned toward our direction. We registered ourselves at the registering counter and waited for the others to arrive.
We start our 'Camp Craft' activity around 2pm. The motive of this activity is to show us on how to build our own tent. I can't wait to build our tent by ourselves (the four of us, GIRLS) Well, I had been to camp like this before, but usually the tents were built by boys. I never had the chance before to build my own tent.
After the ' Camp Craft' activity, teacher gave us each group a tent. We went to the field and start building the tent. Even without boys, we built our tent successfully. :D
When every group had finished building their own tent and was announced that we could take our bath, Georgina and I went to the girls' bath room and took our shower. The bath room....uuurrggghhh...it was very kampung style. After our bath, we went for our high tea. The food was not bad, yummy...
We were being called to the hall when we were in our tent, talking to my friend on the phone. We settled ourselves in groups according to our school. Then, we were divided to 20 different groups. I was in the 6th group. We were asked to get to know each other, such as our names and from what school. After getting to know each other, we were given a long-sleeves shirt and a white cap. Oh ya, before our 'Camp Craft' activity, each one were given a beg. There were all sorts of color. Georgina and I decided to take light-blue color, while Rodhiah and Mirza took brown color.  
We went to bed, I mean sleeping beg in our tent around 12midnight. I was so exhausted but I couldn't sleep, cause I was excited for the next day.
PS: Before going to sleep, Georgina actually cried because our phone were seized by the teachers
2nd November 2010 
We woke around 4:30am. I can feel that my back hurts, because of the place where we slept. Ouch! I didn't slept well last night.Some Muslim students took their bath and went for their morning prayer. For the non-Muslim, we were suppose to go the canteen for our Moral class, but Georgina and I didn't know that. We knew it after they start, so we decided not to go and went back to the tent to continue sleeping...ZZZ...
We woke up around 5am and went for our breakfast. The next activity after breakfast was suppose to be 'Malaysia Cergas', but due to the weather, which was drizzling at that moment, we skip that activity and assemble at the hall. We were told that there will be a change of activity. We will be going for visitation to UMS Aquarium, 1Borneo and museum. First stop was UMS Aquarium. Mirza took some pictures.
There were so many beautiful and amazing sea creatures I never seen before. While seeing these sea life, I thanked God that He made this world, so colorful, so unique. I learn how to thank God for everything He blesses me with. First, He blessed me with a soul, a spirit and a body. Then, He put me in a family to love me and friends to care for me. I should appreciate them and not waste my time on useless things. Here are some chorals and star-fish we saw in the UMS Aquarium. WOW, I can tell you that the chorals....were gorgeous! Usually, you only get to see colorful chorals in the television, but this time, I had a chance to see the real thing that we normally watch in the TV. 
Our last destination for today was to the Sabah state museum-boring place. I mean I like to go to museums and read about the history facts but I had been to Sabah state museum many times, so it's sort of boring to see the same old things. I'm not the only one who felt bored about this place, Georgina has the same feeling too. So, we didn't went for the talk they (people who work in museum) gave. XD When the others were told that they could visit the museum, Georgina and I went to the gift shop. 
After a few hours in the museum, finally we can go back to the camp site. 
On our way back to the camp site, the bus-driver turned on 'Kungfu Panda' for us to watch. I wasn't interested because I watched it before, so I continued my 'beauty sleep'. I was quite caution with the way I sleep bacause the person sitting next to me was the opposite gender of me! =_=|||
We reached our camp site half an hour later. As usual, Georgina and I want to be the first to get clean-up. We took our bath while the others went for high-tea. We felt fresh and clean after having a 'cold-watered' bath. We skipped the high-tea and headed to our tent to take some rest. 
We went to the canteen to have our dinner. I was as hungry as a wolf and gobbled up everything on my plate. Nothing was left on my plate, not even a single rice. 
After our dinner, we gather in the hall. A teacher gave a talk about the activity tomorrow. Then, teacher taught us some basic steps of different dances for the malam kebudayaan. 
We went to bed when the teacher told us to. We were exhausted that we felt asleep as soon as we cuddled ourselves into the sleeping-beg.  
PS: this time, I cried. Well ,not sure why I cried during the lunch break



3rd November 2010
Hurray! Today will be our last night sleeping on this hard and uncomfortable 'grass-carpeted' floor. We will be leaving tomorrow. 






Sunday, October 31, 2010

♥ True Meaning Of Love ღ

Love...Hmmm...have you ever wonder what does this word 'love' mean?
Well, it caught my attention today while the Sunday service begun....
I got the true meaning of love from the Bible...
Continue reading to find out the true meaning and treat your love ones just the way the Bible state on how to love.
PS: I really love this verse. Hope you will like it too...^^ It's really meaningful.

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♥Love
 1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.
 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
 8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
 13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

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我若能说万人的方言,并天使的话语却没有爱,我就成了鸣的锣,响的钹一般。我若有先知讲道之能,也明白各样的奥秘,各样的知识。而且有全备的信,叫我能够移山,却没有爱,我就算不得什么。我若将所有的周济穷人,又舍己身叫人焚烧,却没有爱,仍然与我无益。爱是恒久忍耐,又有恩慈。爱是不嫉妒。爱是不自夸。不张狂。不作害羞的事。不求自己的益处。不轻易发怒。不计算人的恶。不喜欢不义。只喜欢真理。凡事包容。凡事相信。凡事盼望。凡事忍耐。爱是永不止息。先知讲道之能,终必归于无有。说方言之能,终必停止,知识也终必归于无有。我们现在所知道的有限 ,先知所讲的也有限。等那完全的来到这有限的必归于无有了。我作孩子的时候,话语像孩子,心思像孩子,意念像孩子。既成了人,就把孩子的事丢弃了。我们如今仿佛对着镜子观看,模糊不清。到那时,就要对面了。我如今所知道的有限。到那时就全知道,如同主知道我一样。如今常存的有信,有望,有爱 ,这三样,其中最大的是爱。


 


 

  

  

  

  




  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  


 







































































Sunday, October 24, 2010

I ♥ ♥ ♥ ♬ℬ@ℕD ♪

My brother and I went for a band concert yesterday...
Time was at 7:30pm
and
Venue in Kian Kok School's Hall...
WOW.....the concert was so fun and amazing....
I love the musics they played...
The first song was Ludwig & Wolfgang...
When they played this song, they made me think back of my old days, when I was still in Ken Hwa, preparing for our competition...they brought back sweet, bitter memories...I miss my band...
I miss those days where we played together as a group, as a team and our spirits were on 'fire'.
To win, to fight and played as a team for our victory.
We were very hard-working and we worked as one team,
ONE FOR ALL, AND ALL FOR ONE...
Now, after I moved to Kota Kinabalu, all were gone.
(because the school I'm studying now, does not have a band)
I want to regain all this...
How we play together, 
How we work together,
As a team,
As a band, 
and as a family.
My parents had ask me to move to Shan Tao High School. (same school as my brother)
I am still considering about this matter...but after watching the concert last night, I guess I had make my decision..I decide to move to Shan Tao High School, because of my interest in playing flute and to play in a band, I'm willing to move...I hope the members there would accept me as one of their 'family' member...
 I also hope I could get in to that school...

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Sunday service...

Today, as usual, I went to church for our Sunday service.
Aunty Eva, an old friend of my mom, was the guess speaker for today's service.
She told us marvelous miracles that God had done.
There were few stories about God's miracle that I still remembered, such as
~ How God heal sick people which were told by the doctors that they can't live long
~ How God change a foetus from a girl to a boy
~ How God touches people through Aunty Eva, although she used broken Malay to share the Good News, but     they still understand her and accepted God as their Saviour.
We should not depends on our understanding or knowledge but we should depends on God to do God's will.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

HURRAY!! Free from PMR!!!

Today is our last day of PMR....
Well, actually it was yesterday for those who didn't take Chinese.
Our last paper for today is Chinese, paper 2 was a little different from the previous test and a bit difficult. 
I hope I could get As for:
-BI
-MATH
-SN 
-GEO
-SEJ
-KH


"Please, dear God...by letting this year PMR grade to be lower this year...
Or please help my above subjects to get flying colors....
I know You will help me and the other students in Malaysia who is sitting for PMR this year to get good grades.
Thank you, LORD....
In Jesus' name I pray. Amen."

Friday, October 8, 2010

不可...不可...我可以不喜欢他

我想久...
可以不可以继续喜欢他...
终于下定决心,不喜欢他了...
我知道我们在一起...
每次想起他,我心里感到非常痛苦..
为什么?为什么?为什么我喜欢
他...他...真的重要的


如果喜欢一个人,但他不知道感情,如何
你会放弃他只保持安静,继续喜欢他
我仍然无法弥补我的心...
我还想着这一切的问题...
一个非常困难的问题要作出决定..
喜欢他会让我感觉受到了伤害...不喜欢他,让我感到空虚...TT

Thursday, October 7, 2010

PMR...2 more days to go...

I woke up early in the morning and took my morning bath, getting really for my 3rd day of examination.
The time flew by so fast...and now we still left 2 more days...2 MORE DAYS TO GO!!!
The 1st paper was Science Paper 1...it was easy...
Reading the questions over and over again to make sure my answers were right...
Science Paper 2 came next.
The first few question was as easy as a piece of cake but the problem came where I was stuck at question 5 or 6? I can't remember which question.
Anyway, all I wash is I could get A for Science.
History subject was in the evening.
Weird, but I didn't feel sleepy at all during the History test...I felt excited...
Excited, not because 2 more days to go...
But excited because I can feel it in my bones that I'll be getting A in my History...
May God bless my answers...

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Love In The Air??? DAMN ME...

I forgot the feeling when you like someone since when I moved to a girl's school...
After all, I studied in a girl's school....there's isn't boys there, for sure....
and I am the 'straight' type, not the 'lesbian' type
Luckily I join Calvary Charismatic Youth Alive (Chinese session) 
Or else, I think wouldn't get to know guys and
maybe in the future, I'll be embarrassed to talk to them...
Well....recently I got back that, you know, when you like a person that kind of feeling???
I had a crush on this guy!!! OMG!!! 
I also realized when you had a crush on someone, you always have a desire to be with him...
Or maybe  just take a look at him...
It's just too bad....I only can meet him on Saturday or sometimes Sunday...but not frequently....
When a girl likes a boy, will the boy thinks that the girl is 'cheap'? 
What will the boy think??? I just can't stop thinking about him...
DAMN ME...PMR in just less than one week...and here am I...
having an admire that is hard for me to forget...
AAARRRGGHHHH....
A help from anyone?? Or any good advice???

Saturday, September 18, 2010

PMR...My Friend or My Enemy?

PMR is coming soon...
I know that I can do it!!!
Sometimes, it's like a FRIEND to me, I shouldn't be afraid of it.
It will help me to know which class I will be in next year and how many As I can get.
But sometimes, it's like an ENEMY to me..
It made me scared and made me have nightmare about it...
No matter what, I know I can fight it!!!
I want to be the BIG sumo and not the small sumo...let PMR be the the small, not small but tiny sumo...so I can beat it easily....
"I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHEN ME"
(PHIL4:13)

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Express Laundry...

Hhhuuu....yesterday was a tiring day for me....
Aunty Chuan helped me to get a part-time job. It was doing laundry.
Few of my friends who were also working together with me in this part time job.
They were Dorcas, Joel, Danne and Jeremy.
I woke up at 6:30 in the morning because I need to wash my own clothes before going to work.
(I do my own laundry because I don't want to trouble my parents)
At 7:30am, Aunty Chuan came to fetch me.
When we reached the laundry, the place was so quiet that you can hear a pin drop.
It was a public holiday, so many of the shops were closed.
Georgi and his mom came a few minutes later.
When we took our first steep into the shop, WOW! This is my first time seeing such a BIG laundry shop. There are all types of machines. There are  machines for washing, machines for spinning, machines for drying and last but not least, a machine for ironing....
Georgi's mom was the manager, so she was the one who arranged works for us to do.
The boys went with an uncle to collect the bed sheets, pillow case and towels from different hotels.
While we girls waited for them. When they came back, it was already time for lunch.
Georgi and his mom went out to buy food.Our meal consisted of fried noodle.
After lunch, it was time for us to work.
First, the 'kakak' washed the sheets with water and of course with some soap powder.
Then, we (Dorcas and I) were told to spin the sheets in a big spinner which I never seen before!
After spinning, 'kakak' took the sheets to dry them.
Finally, the hardest task of all, was to iron the sheets. It was very different from the iron which we normally use at home. What an experience for me! It was a good explosure and eye-opening to a young girl.
Aunty Chuan came to fetch us at 5.30 evening, from there she brought us out for dinner.
Aunty was so kind to send me home after a simple dinner.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Fun time in Tanjung Aru Beach...^^

Yesterday, we went to the beach...
Beautiful sunset. We played kite there...
I invited Candy and Zion to the beach. Dorcas wanted to come along, but her brother wasn't back yet and Candy need to come to my house early 'cause her mom isn't free...
We took lots of pictures in the beach....
Here are what we took....~





~Mommy~




~Di Di~

                                                

                                                 



                                            


                                ~Candy~


                                       

                                           

                                            

                                            

                                           

                                                 

                                                                                                         
                                   




~Me~

                                      

                                      

                                                

                                       

                                       

                                       

                                              

                                     








~Group Photo~

                                                    

                                             

                                            

                                     

                                    
K-Gor...
                                     

                                     

                                     

                                            

                                            





~Others~
B.F.F

                                      
                                           Taken by Candy^^


                                               
Slippers!!!
                                       

                                                  

                                          
                                               Small crab, caught by my sis

                                           

                                           

                                          
Sunset...by LoveLydia-_Photographer-_0429